I will wait for You, O You his Strength; For God is my defense. My God of mercy shall come to meet me; God shall let me see my desire on my enemies.
Foundation Friday (Veronica Petty)
The Question from my Devtional today was, how is my relationship with God? My honest answer is different. The only way to explain it is life happened with many major events that left me feeling out of place, distanced, or even at times separated from God. I miss my worship, I miss my sitting at the feet of Jesus moments, I miss TALKING about the Word with others and how we apply it to life. It has become more of a fight to remain connected to God because people and the times are so distant from Him. Many are more focused on the problem then the One who can solve the problem. I am so reminded of that scripture that tells us to be ye separate, come from among them etc.. My life, health, peace, and happiness truly flowed from God and the busyness of life left me feeling out of sorts more than I care to be. I remember when all I spoke, walked, lived was God. I WANT THAT BACK!!! God help me understand this season I’m in. If it be Your Will then show me this moment is how You intend and help me find You in these times. I know my feelings can lead me astray yet my heart says I need more of You. If it be not Thy Will then I ask You to help me be content in the meantime as You show me You, while You lead me to the place I should be or go. Return the Spirit of Worship unto me. Return the Spirit of Praise unto me. Return the Spirit of Prayer unto me. God help me to see You in this moment of life with the many changes that have occurred, Not my Will but Your Will be done. LORD GIVE ME YOU, LORD GIVE ME YOU, LORD GIVE ME YOU. In the Mighty name of Jesus Christ by Holy Spirit Amen and Selah.🌹🕊🌟🌝
Prayer: Confession (Tony Evans)
Jehovah Jireh, how many times have I looked to something else as my source when you alone are my provider? Everyone and everything else is merely a resource, yet in my humanness, I still go elsewhere for what only you can provide. How wrong of me to feel fearful at work if someone isn’t happy with me or to feel fearful at home if I don’t see how my bills are going to be paid. Forgive me for my audacity in thinking that the government has more control than you or that the doctor has the final say regarding my health. You are my source. You are my Jehovah Jireh, my provider and my Lord. In Christ’s name, amen.