Oh what joy and peace… Every now and then you have to tally up the cost of where your at, what you have, or what you had. Listen because there is a message in the way people treat you. Learn fast and act accordingly. Realize the value is in you. The virtue flows through you. When you began to dance to your own rhythm many will not like it because they will no longer control your destiny. Find your rhythm.

I hear so many complain about how life is not this, how life is not fair and so on. I have one reply: LET’S TRADE!!! Lets trade battles, thrones, everything. I will still accomplish what I have walking in your shoes simply because I look at every situation as an opportunity not a problem. Through the daily struggles I learned to trust God and know His plans for me which includes a hope and a future. For me at this moment that speaks total healing and renew. I used to pray for Restoration and God nudged my spirit the other day and said what if I don’t restore, then what are you going to do? Oh that brought an anxiety attack so tough I had no strength in my hands. So I quickly replied to God that if He don’t restore what was stolen in my eyes, then I EXPECT my JEHOVAH JIREH to RENEW or MAKE NEW according to His promises when he instructed me to recall Isaiah 43:18‭-‬19 which ask and instructs: “Do not remember the past events, pay no attention to things of old. Look, I am about to do something new; even now it is coming. Do you not see it? Indeed, I will make a way in the wilderness, rivers in the desert.” Every now and then you must remind God of the promises in His Word concerning you. Declare Gods Word out loud not because you think he forgot but to attach the blessing to your life. God is not a man that he should lie, neither will His Word return void but will accomplish that to which it was sent. So question, where are sending God’s Words?

If there is anything out of balance reset it. It’s okay to step back, analyze, and recalibrate. Much has happened in my life and the unforeseen events caused much to be revealed. I used to cry daily and ask God why me, take this cup away, I don’t deserve this, how could He let this happen (have you ever blamed God for your choices?). Now I pray daily and ask God to make it all work for my good, reveal, and renew since restore may not be the option for this. All I know is what the Word says and that is what I expect! He choose me as his vessel to manifest His Glory through in this fight so I expect God to be mighty and victorious in this battle.

I dropped all plans and went on a staycation this weekend. No Agenda, no rules, no expectations, no plans, phone on mute. Just Relaxation, rest, and to see if I could recall how to enjoy the simplest thing we all take for granted called LIFE, and having the gift of ACTIVITY OF EVERY FACULTY OF MY BODY. Just for a moment I wanted to not think about the pain, the sickness, the confusion, the folks, the job, the rituals, the required actions of basic living and simply be…

Yes, I Cancelled plans and appointments to adjust my time to do me. I did me without apology. I celebrated my life, I smiled, I worshipped my God, oh we had a good time together. The battle was real to stop, to rest, to do nothing, to just be and it seemed to be a waste of time if I was honest with me and told the truth. But once I fell into the grove of resting, it was time to return to reality and I looked to Heaven and told Abba Father I needed one more of these real soon. I realized I was dealing with the root cause of the depression and that was I struggling with finding peace. So here is to that peace. Gotta find that Peace. Today I was given a glimpse of it and I want that Peace.

Prayer: Heal me, Lord , and I will be healed; save me, and I will be saved, for You are my praise. Hear how they keep challenging me, “Where is the word of the Lord? Let it come! I have not run away from being Your shepherd, You know my words were spoken in Your presence, You are my refuge in the day of disaster, don’t let me be put to shame, don’t let me be terrified. Abba Father your assurance according to Mark 11:23-24 “If anyone says to this mountain, ‘Be lifted up and thrown into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, all the things you pray and ask for — believe that you have received them, and you will have them.” Dear Lord I ask for Spiritual Wisdom and Understanding so when you heal me I will know how to maintain my heavenly virtue called Divine Healing. I thank you Abba Father for Your Peace that transcends all understanding as I rest in your care. In all you see glorified Lord and I am so ever grateful. In the Mighty Name of Jesus by Holy Spirit Amen and Selah⚘⚘⚘