Today is the day in 2016 when my mother transitioned to Heaven. My heart aches as if it was yesterday and numbness is my companion. Knowing my mother is no longer in pain selfishly is not enough. I wished my mother was here with me. I miss out talks and texts. I miss sitting with her drinking coffee. I miss listening to her talk and say she have to get it all out, lol. I miss debating about healthier food choices. I miss hearing the passion she has when speaking about Jesus and the word of God. I miss telling the graphic and visual description of what God’s throne room looks like. I miss her describing her closet in Glory. God can you whisper my name in her heart and tell her I love and miss her dearly. God how she look? God what she sound like now? God what’s her assignment? Her courage Lord I don’t have and I NEED you now more than ever. I’m shattering and I NEED your strength. A smell would do right now. Resting in your arms Abba Father so I can make it through this…

RIH momma💔